In the com lab now.. Last day of school! Vic's beside me. Heh. Sighs. Everything. All the decisions I need to make. Everything. It's just. Sighs. I don't wish to do anything. Let it be. Just let it be. There's no forever. None at all. Not in anything. Friendships, relationships - Forever doesn't mean a thing.
It takes so long to build up a friendship yet a second to break it. Sighs.

Blahs. I'm at the school's computer lab now. Sighs. So bored. I'm looking forward to the work attachment crap. Sounds interesting. Heh. It's damn cold here. Brr.
You make me wanna fall.

Man, school's boring. Went to NKF today.. Kinda boring lah. Sighs. I don't know what to do. I don't feel like doing anything. It's just wearing me out. The tension. The awkwardness. It's making me helpless. Oh well. Tomorrow's the day to get back our report books. Haha. The fate of my piercing. Dang. So cannot get it lor. Shut it.
There's nothing going on between us. I swear.

I despise those disgusting ah lians/bitches who like to act cute so much by doing that stupid pufferfish action to their faces. Come on! They look like they have stroke or something trying to force their non-existant dimples out. And those who tilt their cameras to an angle so as to make their eyes look HUGE. And people my age or younger than me who put on slabs of makeup. What for??? And oh, people who tYpE LyKk dAaT anD tHiiNk daat theyyy r s0 creatiive [ all the " ii luubb euu, euu luubb moii" crap.] pisses me off too. So freaking irritating. Undignified females. YUCKS. Hah. Something trigger this. Don't ask what. Heh. Anyway, babies are getting more violent nowadays. Marian slapped me, tugged at my ponytail damn hard, stepped on me and tried to snatch my handphone! And worse, she's soooooo happy while doing all that. Heh. Adorable toddler. Oh well. Nothing else.
What do I do? My life's in a whirl.

Everything's so wrong. But I can't do anything about it. Believe me, I never wanted this. No one will. Sighs. Helpless.
I have no intentions of intruding. I really don't.

Misunderstood.
Sighs. In the school's computer lab now.. I think my new blogskin sucks. But I'm too lazy to do anything. School's so boring. Watched 1 and a half movies just now. Might as well close school lah. Retards.
I'm hanging there.

Dang. Dang. Dang. Monday blues. Got back almost all of my results today. Bye bye piercing. =\ I have 2 failures - F9s. For A. Maths and Physics. I'm kinda sad for Physics lah.. Cos like even all the guys in my class can pass.. And I got an F9. Oh well. I didn't study well so I guess it's just retribution. But I passed my Chem and E. Maths. Surprisingly. Heh. Got C5 and C6 respectively. And I got C5 for Combined Humanities. Quite disappointed. I was hoping for at least a B. Darn. But..... I manage to get an A2 for English! Woohoo! Weeeee~! Heh. Chinese must wait till get back report book then know. Sighs. That's bout it lah. Shitified EOY results. L1R5 without Chinese: 36. Yay. Hi, ITE. Blahs. Oh yeah. Going to Science Center with the Sec Ones tomorrow. Hope I'll get out alive. Hah.
Forbidden. Sighs.

Fun Fun JAS*TH Day!! But too bad Mal wasnt there. Aww. :( Went to the bank this morning to get a replacement for my ATM card. But the person told me that I need parents consent because I'm under 16!!!! Grr. Then I went to hougang to replace my ez link card.. =D Finally got it!! Heh. So happy. No more expensive bus fares days!! Then I went back to the bank to withdraw cash. Then procceded to town! Met J.A.S.H. there. Hahaha. That looks weird. Lol. Did stupid things like running in the rain and screaming while jaywalking and climbing a high curb though ALL of us were wearing skirts. Haha.. But yeah, it was fun. Then we went to Marina Bay to have our dinner. The live prawns were naughty. Hahaha. One jumped out lah. So hilarious and three people were trying to catch it. Ate till we were sooo full. Then went arcade and played Daytona. Vic won both games.. Then.. Home! Heh. Fun fun fun. =D
The probability of being misunderstood.

EXAMS OVER!!!!!!!
Heh. So happy. Happy. Happy. Happy. Lalalalalala~ Gonna play pool later.. LalalalalalalalalalalalaLA~ Haha.. I'm mad I know.. Papers suck though.. Sure fail kind. Who cares. I'm still gonna get my piercing next time. Heh. [ My mum said if I pass all subjects she'll let me pierce my ears again. ] Yup. No one's home today. Gonna parr-ttaayy. Heh. Yippie! I'm a happy girl. (:
Beneath this. Beneath all this. No one knows. Not even myself.

Yay. A Maths is over!! But it sucks lah. Whatever. I don't care really. Today's Hammie's birthday! Happy birthday! Surprised him a lil.. Heh. Oh well. Exam's not over yet. Damn. 2 more days. Yes, 2 more days to the end. And there's still the verdict of passing or not. Argh. Sigh. Reminisced with Val about our primary school days. Realised that I was a fool. Dumb and naive. Oh well. I guess maybe I still am. I miss those days. Parts of them. Fun. So fun. Sigh..
Friends come and go. After all that happened, I'm willing to forget it all. But it was too late. You gave up on this friendship long ago.
I do not wish to comprehend.

A $2 bus ride. WTF? I'm stressed. Shut it. I WANT MY PIERCING BADLY.
Reminisce of the way things used to be.